"In the world I see....you are stalking elk through the damp canyon forests around the ruins of Rockefeller Center. You'll wear leather clothes that will last you the rest of your life. You'll climb the wrist-thick kudzu vines that wrap the Sears Tower. And when you look down, you'll see tiny figures pounding corn, laying strips of venison on the empty car pool lane of some abandoned super-highway." - Chuck Palahniuk
"It is always simply a matter to drag the people along, whether it is a democracy, or a fascist dictatorship, or a parliament, or a communist dictatorship. The people can always be brought to the bidding of the leaders. That is easy. All you have to do is tell them they are being attacked, and denounce the peacemakers for lack of patriotism and exposing the country to danger. It works the same in any country." - Hitler's propaganda chief Herman Goerring
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suicide for the soul
I don't even fucking know where to begin. Let's see...........
My father informs us yesterday that since he fucked up his shoulder a couple of WEEKS ago, he's having surgery on it next weekend. The same time as the long planned b-day party for the kid. So now we have to have said party this weekend instead and guess what??????? We don't have the fucking money for it this weekend!! Otherwise don'tcha think that we would have had it this weekend?! I mean, after all, her bday is this friday. We were gonna finaly have the means to throw her a party in the depths of hell that is ChuckieCheese & now I don't know how I'm even supposed to afford to make food for everyone & we have NO room in our peice of shit house. It's too fucking late to ask people to bring food even! He knew of this surgery weeks ago! WEEKS AGO!! Fucking bastard. And that was the GOOD news................. Baby called the pharmacy yesterday to refill her avaonex & finds out that at the first of this month our government had a little meeting, and aparently decided that the only medication known to help with MS isn't necessary.....and medicaid doesn't cover it anymore. They didn't even have the fucking balls or common curtesy to send a letter. Baby needed to take that tonight. Like....3 hours ago tonight and I'm sitting here at the fucking office while my wife is starting to get sicker. There's nothing that can be done. She was supposed to start back in college in 2 weeks from today and now she's had to call them today and tell them to withdraw her because she can't go to classes if she's in the fucking hospital which is most likely where she'll be by the end of the week. $1,500 for a month supply. Where the fuck am I supposed to come up with that kind of money??? I don't even make $1,500 a month!!!!!!10:34 p.m. - Monday, Jul. 18, 2005
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