You've Been Warned.......

"In the world I see....you are stalking elk through the damp canyon forests around the ruins of Rockefeller Center. You'll wear leather clothes that will last you the rest of your life. You'll climb the wrist-thick kudzu vines that wrap the Sears Tower. And when you look down, you'll see tiny figures pounding corn, laying strips of venison on the empty car pool lane of some abandoned super-highway." - Chuck Palahniuk

"It is always simply a matter to drag the people along, whether it is a democracy, or a fascist dictatorship, or a parliament, or a communist dictatorship. The people can always be brought to the bidding of the leaders. That is easy. All you have to do is tell them they are being attacked, and denounce the peacemakers for lack of patriotism and exposing the country to danger. It works the same in any country." - Hitler's propaganda chief Herman Goerring

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I've gotten so bad writing lately. I'm sure it's my way of avoiding the shit in life. My shit isn't probably any worse than millions of you....but it's my shit, I guess.

I'm still getting over the flu. Baby is fighting it and the kid's just being a butt. Once again, our landlord is trying to steal money from us. Once again, we're talking to a lawyer about it. DCF is still not doing their job and trying to blame it on everyone else. On a bright note...one of our guppies had a baby! Junior, we call it. God it's teeny! Little Honu is doing just fine. He's already killed a snail and maimed The Great Cornholio (beta). Since we're going thru a crisis, my mother's behaving again. Gotta luv her!!

I'm having a lot of issues with anger lately. I'm having a really hard time with almost constant floods of anger. Memories of things that piss me off. My mother, my father, the rape trial, different "friends"....my mother and father. I don't know if we will ever be able to bounce back from all the money they swindled from me/us all those fucking years ago. I don't know if I will ever trust anyone outside baby again. Oh fucking well. What's gonna change now?? Nothing. I will get over it.

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"Out of Ireland have we come.
Great hatred, little room,
Maimed us at the start.
I carry from my mother's womb
A fanatic heart." - Remorse for Intemperate Speech by W. B. Yeats

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"Always remember to forget
The things that made you sad.
But never forget to remember
The things that made you glad.

Always remember to forget
The friends that proved untrue.
But never forget to remember
Those that have stuck by you.

Always remember to forget
The troubles that passed away.
But never forget to remember
The blessings that come each day." - Irish Prayer, Author Unknown

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