"In the world I see....you are stalking elk through the damp canyon forests around the ruins of Rockefeller Center. You'll wear leather clothes that will last you the rest of your life. You'll climb the wrist-thick kudzu vines that wrap the Sears Tower. And when you look down, you'll see tiny figures pounding corn, laying strips of venison on the empty car pool lane of some abandoned super-highway." - Chuck Palahniuk
"It is always simply a matter to drag the people along, whether it is a democracy, or a fascist dictatorship, or a parliament, or a communist dictatorship. The people can always be brought to the bidding of the leaders. That is easy. All you have to do is tell them they are being attacked, and denounce the peacemakers for lack of patriotism and exposing the country to danger. It works the same in any country." - Hitler's propaganda chief Herman Goerring
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I'm just gonna go ahead and get this outta the way first................
Ok. I'm mentioning this once and then I'm done. I haven't checked P's diary in I don't know how long, but something made me check it the other night. She has apparently read my last entry and responded in about the way I guess I should have expected her to. Once again, a horrible thing has happened to us, and did she say anything about it really? No. When I had to withdraw from college, my roomate only complained about how it affected her. I had to withdraw b/c of the emotional stress and the trial's against my brother taking up my time. All she could do was yell at me b/c I would be taking the couch, VCR, and the microwave.
P reads my last entry and what does she write in hers????? That I made her feel like shit. That I abandoned her. That I made her question our 7 year friendship. That I didn't give her a chance to say good-bye. Real nice. You are the one who decided on your own free will to move thousands of miles away. We were forced to moved and hour and a half away. You are the one who already said good-bye. You are the one who got so indignant that I felt abandoned when you were leaving by choice. You got so hurt when that made me question our friendship after you promised not to abandon us. Was it because I wrote about Page?? Was it because I didn't call you across the country when this shit happened to us?? Who the fuck knows. I'm sorry if you can't handle your decision, but it was your decision to make. Deal with it. That's all I got to fucking say. If you don't like what I write in my fucking diary...don't read it. I won't be reading yours anymore. --------------------------------------------------------- Anyhow............I've been busy working and cleaning and shopping, so I haven't written much in a while. My job's going ok. It's a job. The lady I work for is insane and so we never know which one of her personalities will be at work each day, but you can't complain that it's boring! The job's easy enough and the pay's decent too. The drive is nice to have some time by myself & once the snow-birds are gone, it'll be even better. We've gotten almost all of our xmas/yule shopping done. We still have to take the Kid out to do hers and we still haven't gotten M&D theirs. I'm burning the kid some CD's now. So far I've done her a Violent Femmes and a Green Day one. I want to do one more, but I can't think of what. Probably I'll do a mix rock one. The kid is grounded, again, for being a butt in school....again. Same old stuff with her. We were so hoping that she wouldn't act the same way at the new school.........but we always said she was a stubborn lil diva! At least at this school there is no agenda to be brought home every day, so we don't get a report every fucking day on how she's done. At first we weren't too happy about that, but now we're kindof glad. At least she isn't in trouble every single day, you know? Well, that's about all I got to say, I guess. I've got to get in the shower soon and wake baby up so we can go back out for more holiday shopping hell. Bye for now, bitches!1:18 p.m. - Saturday, Dec. 17, 2005
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