"In the world I see....you are stalking elk through the damp canyon forests around the ruins of Rockefeller Center. You'll wear leather clothes that will last you the rest of your life. You'll climb the wrist-thick kudzu vines that wrap the Sears Tower. And when you look down, you'll see tiny figures pounding corn, laying strips of venison on the empty car pool lane of some abandoned super-highway." - Chuck Palahniuk
"It is always simply a matter to drag the people along, whether it is a democracy, or a fascist dictatorship, or a parliament, or a communist dictatorship. The people can always be brought to the bidding of the leaders. That is easy. All you have to do is tell them they are being attacked, and denounce the peacemakers for lack of patriotism and exposing the country to danger. It works the same in any country." - Hitler's propaganda chief Herman Goerring
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Oh happy day.........oh happy daaaaaaaay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
June 29, 2006
Hola bitches. Well, it’s my last day being in my 20’s. I don’t feel ½ has freaked out as I did this time last year when I was about to turn 29. Verwee eenteresting. My calm disposition is probably largely due to the events that took place yesterday. A story, you ask?? Ok, my little bitches. Gather around…………… Baby called me at work & wants to know if I just want her to pick up lunch and come see me. SURE!! Get to see her & not have to go home. She gets Checkers & tells me that the reason for the indulgence in the horrible junk food is that her test results are back from the Dr.’s and her cholesterol & blood pressure is thru the roof, soooo………..I’m finally getting my wish on us going back to a very strict pseudo-vegan diet. Thing is…..living w/my parents has been the problem with eating healthy period. The stress of living with them and the constant battle of trying to eat healthy is why her blood pressure is so fucking high & why she’s having heart palpataions. (did I ever mention she had to wear a heart monitor for a while?) Her MS has been spiking in recent months & the insomnia is coming back in me. It’s become routine to have me spend my Saturday’s in bed hysterical. All fucking day long. Well….baby comes & picks me up and tells me about the Dr.’s appointment & ½ chuckles as she says we’re gonna take a little car ride. OK. She says not to get my hopes up, but she found a duplex for rent @ the same exact price 1-bedroom studio apartments are renting for. Yeah right. It’s one block from both the Cultural Center & Public Library. It’s cinderblock, new roof, fenced in back yard w/huge oak tree, 2 bedrrom, one bath, new tile, new paint job, air, washer/dryer hookup, huge storage, tons of closet space, ceiling fans thruought, lotsa windows…………..it was so fucking cute & clean & quiet & bigger than our place in St.Pete………..AND WE FUCKING TOOK IT!!!!!!!!!!! SIGNED THE FUCKING LEASE & HANDED OVER THE FUCKING CHECK TODAY!!!!!!!!!!! WE’RE MOVING OUT OF MY PARENTS HOUSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’m gonna get my birthday wish. Last night I was kindof down b/c…….I dunno…….Pessimistic. Today I’m starting to cry & it’s good. --------------------------------------------------- July 3, 2006 Happy happy joy joy happy happy joy joy happy happy joy joy happy happy joy joy…8:04 a.m. - Monday, Jul. 03, 2006
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