You've Been Warned.......

"In the world I see....you are stalking elk through the damp canyon forests around the ruins of Rockefeller Center. You'll wear leather clothes that will last you the rest of your life. You'll climb the wrist-thick kudzu vines that wrap the Sears Tower. And when you look down, you'll see tiny figures pounding corn, laying strips of venison on the empty car pool lane of some abandoned super-highway." - Chuck Palahniuk

"It is always simply a matter to drag the people along, whether it is a democracy, or a fascist dictatorship, or a parliament, or a communist dictatorship. The people can always be brought to the bidding of the leaders. That is easy. All you have to do is tell them they are being attacked, and denounce the peacemakers for lack of patriotism and exposing the country to danger. It works the same in any country." - Hitler's propaganda chief Herman Goerring

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Blood sugar baby…she has it……….sex magick………..

01/05/07
Oh my, bitches. The “tangled web” expression runs thru my mind often these days. I went on my lunch date w/J. Baby kindof had to point it out after I got home that since she drove me in her car & she insisted on paying for the whole thing….this was a lunch “date”. I am impressed b/c I could never have had the sack to ask her, much less take her out that way.

It was nice and I survived even tho I whined a good bit beforehand. (I’m sure you’re so surprised) We ran our mouths a while at her office & she showed me her hockey pictures. Too cute! For the most part I couldn’t make her out from all the other bundles of hockey gear on skates, but there were a couple where you could see her face. We are so going to a game of hers. She’s already been warned that I’m gonna bring the whole famn damily to a game. She said that no one ever goes. Not her mom or husband. Nice. Her next game is Tuesday, but we won’t be able to make it to that one. I’ve got to get a schedule. LOL.

There was still a lot of blushing & twitching between the 2 of us. She still won’t come within a foot of me, which Baby & I find hilarious! We went to a quiet restaurant and both ordered alcohol as soon as we sat. She did Corona (good girl) & I got a Long Island. I couldn’t tell you how many times the waitress came before we ever looked at the menu. Nervous chatter, man. It’ll make sure you don’t ever shut up b/c then you’d have to deal with The Awkward Silence. I got a house salad and literally ate about 5 bites. She got soup & a potato and ate slightly more than me. We finished the alcohol, tho. Oh yes. I tried to pay for the meal. I tried to pay the tip. She threw my $10 back at me.

She drove us then back to her office and we ran our mouths in there for a while. Finally got her & I out the door and then we ran our mouths for a while in the parking lot! It was a 5 hour lunch date! At least we talked about something other than sex the entire time! Her Mom & husband are still quite suspicious and asking a lot of questions. She agreed that she can’t hang out as long over at my work as she has been. It’s too dangerous. She came by today and didn’t stay 10 minutes, but as I saw her pull out onto the road her mother called wanting to know if she left yet! She didn’t really sound mad…but still.

She came in Wednesday & said that her mom asked her point blank, again, if something was going on. J said that she told her that we were just friends & that we both needed someone to talk to. “And besides, I don’t think her wife would appreciate anything going on”!! To which her mother said, “OH! Well then, you should do something with her sometime on your Wednesday free nights.” “OK!!” To which I had to tell J that “tonight” was not possible for me! Baby said the next Wednesday she’d ask. I told her next week. I guess she wasn’t worried about me being gay as much as she worried about me being available! WA HA HA HA HA!!!

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01/08/07
I wrote all that on Friday, but forgot to post it……..oh well!

The weekend was AMAZING, AMAZING, AMAZING!!!!!! I will never be able to convey in words how amazingly wonderful it was, bitches.

Woke up Saturday and we were totally spontaneous! Called M&D & asked if they wanted the kid for the night & Baby asked if we could do a ceremony. Ok! We both knew that we wanted to do a completely different ritual. So….she went out shopping and I set to cleaning & arranging the living room. New satin, textured, crimson altar cloth!!! She also got 3 new crystal candle holders for the altar, 3 bottles of champagne, & a huge satin cloth that matches the altar cloth. We moved the coffee table and slid back the couch & made the black shag rug the center of the circle!! Oh my fucking god it was beautiful! Black candelabras with red & black candles encircling us. I moved the coffee table to the side so it became part of the outer circle…covered it with the crimson cloth and put candles & our goblets on it!! Black pillows on the couch & black satin cloth covering the entertainment center. Retired our old goblets and used our German ones (Emerald green w/real gold inlay). I pulled a new ceremony out of my ass and it’s completely devoted to The Morrigan. Then we did a spell that I got out of the Goth Magick book………”Conjuring Passion”!!!!!!!!!!!!! 3 orgasms in the circle, bitches. Gotta wash the rug.

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01/12/07
I don’t have time to write anymore this week. I’ve GOT to find the time next week. OH MY FUCKING GOD J IS BLOWING MY MIND COMPLETELY AND I’M FREAKING OUT!!!!! I’m too fucking shy to be such a whore! None of this is in a bad way at all, it’s just that…………NO ONE has ever come out & blatantly told me that I am “pretty damn hot” & wanted to know if they had to wait a whole 2 weeks until we were alone again if “good things will come to those who wait since I have to wait till the 24th?” OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!! There’s much to tell bitches. Much.

11:17 a.m. - Friday, Jan. 12, 2007

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